audio diary ten
Inner city sky rise over town at nighttttt, you pushed me to the top floor so we could see the sights. I could tell that you wanted to JUMP IN THE POOL, JUMP IN THE POOL. I looked at you and knew you wanted to JUMP IN THE POOL, JUMP IN THE POOL. I push out, I breathe in, a stillness turning away. Don’t look back, don’t pretend, we’ll never take control again. And before that we own the horizon and only the water remains, the fear is falling away. On the poolside staring into glowing blue, swimsuit issues with my toes curled in the grooves. I could tell that you wanted to JUMP IN THE POOL, JUMP IN THE POOL. I looked at you and knew you wanted to JUMP IN THE POOL, JUMP IN THE POOL.

audo diary nine
audio diary eight
i’ve been watching your world from afar, i’ve been trying to be where you are, and i’ve been secretly falling apart i’ll see. to me you’re strange and you’re beautiful, you’ll be so perfect with me but you just can’t see you turn every head but you don’t see me. i put a spell on you, you fall asleep and i’ll put a spell on you, and when i wake you i’ll be the first thing you see, and you’ll realise that you love me.
feeling sad and crappy is the worst feeling, i’m just going to go lie on the landing with the breeze blasting out crying tunes and looking at old photographs, it’ll do good.

just let me go get wasted pleaseee